struggle/blah week

uuughh i am feeling really junky this past week... i know it has only started but already i am just not feeling all that wonderful. on monday i just laid on the couch all day and it was nice but so productive, yesterday i got up and went to the gym but the morning just started off so awkward and well, i don't really know. i can't really explain how i feel b/c it is my life and even though i share TONS on this blog, i do keep some things to myself . on the way home today i was feeling really crummy about some stuff and i heard this song - i really had that "aha!" moment and felt God was telling me "LISTEN UP JESSICA!"

"This is the stuff that drives me crazy

This is the stuff that's getting to me lately
In the middle of my little mess
I forget how big I'm blessed
This is the stuff that gets under my skin
But I gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing
It might not be what I would choose
But this is the stuff You use

So break me of impatience
Conquer my frustrations
I've got a new appreciation
It's not the end of the world"